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| Better humans?-00-4888 |
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More often than not; I find myself wondering things that I would assume that people of older age have already contemplated. So does that mean that they gave up? They just decided to say well this is it? I don't know. I would like to know the answers. I would like to understand what exactly the purpose of this is. but the thing is, is if we spend our lives trying to find this purpose I’m talking about then what does that mean? That the purpose of our lives is to spend our lives finding the purpose?? Now that seems like a waste of time. And life is not all about money so what is it about? MORALS. That’s a big issue. I mean why we can’t all just weigh the pros and cons of things and do whichever one is better...and scratch that statement. I meant why can't we all just do what we would want done. Well example: I am sweeping McDonalds before I leave; this is one of my jobs. I sweep half ass under everything because I know that someone is just going to resweep it in a couple hours...now is this wrong because I should just be doing my job to the fullest that I can do it? or is it alright because the floor looks nice and it's getting redone...well the other problem is that the other person you left to sweep up the mess you left well they are also going to half ass it. That means that two slackers together does not equal doing the right thing. Because down the road someone else is going to have to pick up where you left off and finish the job. that’s getting technical in the working area. if we lived our lives like this I mean wouldnt it mean that everyone would be doing everything right leading to a perfect world..and no one is perfect. so should we all stride to be as perfect as possible? WHY. if thier is two perfect people and four unperfect people and that just saying that these "perfect" people are being as perfect as the human race can be. that means that .... well i figured it out in my head. opposities. opposites. opposites. everything has an opposite. so should you feel bad you are the unperfect one and not the perfect one? maybe. maybe not. whos to say. YOU ARE. if you feel bad that means that you need to start doing what you need to do to feel guilt free. to feel that you did all you could do today and that means that you feel good. you then feel tired. you then get angry. because yeah your right you did put in your hundred percent...but someone else only put in thirty or fifty or ninety. and that means that tomarrow might bring more or less. you just never know. no one is perfect. and dont tell me that you can give ahundred percent every single day for your whole entire life unless you really dont feel that life should be anything other then exact perfection. which is impossible. their is going to be that one day when you only give ninety percent. and should you feel bad? ... should you not. it's up to you to decide because it is your brain. and if you cant decide you just drive yourself crazy. im sick of being crazy. i want to give up now. i want to just give up. and now im talking about me and not us as a whole. when is it enough? when are you going to be good enough. when? live life to the fullest. fuck am i sick and tired of analyzing a stupid fucking quote that means nothing. live life to the fullest...so if you want another piece of pie do it because your living. NO. NO. NO. it means more of dont let oppourtunities pass you by because your waiting for something miniscual to come along. go to college. get another job. clean the house. take care of the dogs because they need you. they depend on you. if you let them down morally this is wrong. sometimes feeling like you have so many things to be fixed and that its better to start new....well dumbass. your an actual living being. you can't start from scratch. so you have to actually fix the problems. and when you are making yourself crazy on the inside. you dont seem all thier on the outside. you know? if your working on yourself how are you going to do that while not thinking about everything your saying while your saying it and your actions before as and after you make them. its a long drawn out thinking annoying fucking process. id like to just give up and say fuck it. but you cant. you cant say fuck it. you cant give up. because what are you going to do? sit at home and do nothing for the rest of your life...well you cant anyways because you have morals and morals say not to abuse the goverment by getting help when you dont need it. so you cant sit at home so you have to get a job and if you have to get a job you have to be morally accepted to yourself to feel good about yourself to make sure you can leave good impressions not screw people over, the point here is that you cannot just fix something. you cannot just give up. you cannot rely on drugs to fix something. you yourself and i have to fix it. it makes you want to sit in a corner and cry like a maniac that just killed thier family. it makes you want to rip your hair out and smash your face against the wall. if makes you want to destroy things and hurt other people and thier feelings and not do your job because your REBELLING against FIXING yourself. well you cant. you know what youve done you know what needs fixed. you know how to fix it. so just fix it and quick. when they say something is better than nothing its not always true. a house is better than no house. walking is better than not having legs. thinking is better than not being able to use your brain. i guess i just proved myself wrong there. my bad. losing weight. working hard. being the person i would be proud of. thats true. thats what you want to be. you need to stop being a whineass and do your fucking job. you need to just do it. and get it over with. if it takes a year and least that means that after this year you'll be okay. that doesnt mean if you procrastinate for two years and then do it thats three years. and time does truley matter. even though crawling in a hole sounds good. and even though you may still think about crawling in a hole you need to just remember...even though life means nothing and least in this nothing you are being the best nothing thier can be. you dont take it for granted that even though you are nothing and it doesnt matter that you may as well not waste not caring about things that dont matter. because things that dont matter actually matter to my human brain. it matters that i become someone i want to be. that i actual try not to conform to society and become an individual that i want to be. because even though we can all look alike we all think differnt. so lets just say we all like the same music and the same clothes. we all have differant opinons on them. i guess if we're wearing the same clothes we have the same opinon on the fact that we like them. but we like them in this color or that song and not that one. im just saying it is still differant. not to a certain extent of being the MOST differant person in the world but being a differant person as we can wear the same and hear the same but we treat people differantly we go about doing things differantly we try differant things we act differant ways to differnant situations. and if it is MORALLY wrong than that is not an opinon that is something that is set in stone. it is morally wrong to fuck a child. its not that some people just dont think its cool its actually wrong. it is wrong to kill someone it is wrong to be a bitch to someone because they didnt put sugar in your coffee. it is wrong because you shouldnt act like you would never make a mistake like that because it isnt morally wrong to forget someones sugar. POINT. morals and opinons seem to collide. they collide as in people cannot tell the differance between them. or maybe they just choose not to understand them.
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